Do you ever have one of those days that you wished you never left your bed? Well, that was me yesterday. I got up at 4:30 and started my daily routine. Went to work and I knew then I’m so not into it anymore my heart just isn’t in it anymore. Sure I did what I had to but my heart is gone, I don’t feel the empathy or compassion like I used to. I feel so torn, and I hate that. But at the same time, I know what I must do. It’s just having the guts to do it.
So by the time I got home I found Mom watching “13 Reasons Why”, I’m not sure why but I just felt like crying all afternoon, and then more so in the evening. Could it be my menopause acting up? or just one of those days. After supper I went to do my workout and low and behold the internet wasn’t working, then when I got upstairs I found Mom had an accident. Not in the nice way So off to the tub we go. Did I mention before that this was the least favourite part for her and myself at this point? Especially when I have to surprise her with that and she doesn’t have time to think about it. So after our fun bath time, I come out to the Kitchen only to find one of the Dogs had thrown up all over the kitchen floor. I can’t believe how things can go down so quick so fast. lol. I went to bed hoping that yesterday morning would be a much better day. Well, I woke up at 5am, thanks so my girl Sadie. Let them out then went back to bed. lol but laid there till about 7:30 and wondering if my day was going to be any better. SO I came up with the attitude that I can make my day anyway I want. If I want to be grumpy and miserable I will be grumpy and miserable.
I did my best got up happy, ready to conquer the world only to realize that when I went to switch the laundry from last night over and found this white stuff all over inside the washer. A gel-like substance, that’s when I realized I had left Mom’s pull-up in the pile that I threw in the wash. So I had to spend a great deal of time cleaning out the washer.
But I thought that’s ok, I can handle this, went upstairs with the dry laundry into my room only to find my husbands dog Wylie was cocking his leg to pee on the end of our bed. I yelled at him and he scurried away. I was thinking to myself. ” really?” What more can I handle today, went out to the living room and found my Polar bear aka “Tug” thinking he was a little dog and could climb on top of the couch and sit on the cushions at the back of the couch. UGH!! it didn’t work out for him that great.
I could have given up, I could have thrown in the towel and say ” forget it” But I’ve done that so many times before I wasn’t going to do that this time. So I changed into my workout clothes because everytime I work out I always feel so much better, in fact, I tend to feel like a badass lol. The internet wasn’t working very well, so I had to put in my DVD and my old faithful. I have always been a little intimidated with Autumn but I knew I had to do something and I thought let’s try Chisel Balance( which by far I was most terrified) but I surprised myself and it wasn’t as intimidating as the first time I tried it. HEY!! this actually works, the more consistent the easier it gets!! I felt like a badass Dragon Slayer!! Totally changed my look of how this day was going to end up. So if you’re having a bad day, don’t give up my friends, there’s always a dragon to be slayed, and your just the right person to do it.